Comfort Food and Missing You...

Ugh, today was good but kinda long. I'm enjoying my job, but there are always frustrations throughout the day. God has seriously given me peace and a congnizance that I could just simply not even begin to claim as myself. I know that I have people praying for me and it shows up inumerable times throughout my day. If you are one of those people, thank you!

Still, all I wanted to do today was curl up and have comfort food. I just miss so many people...from last summer, Bluffton, home, my suites...just want to see people and laugh again. :)

Anyway, all is well, but I could use prayers for discernment and the right words for everything I'll deal with this summer.

Praises and praises to God for all He's done thus far!!

I Have Never Loved You More -- Nichole Nordeman

Well, you could take a cup and fill it up
And just keep on filling til it all comes
spilling down the sides
That's what You do in my life

Or you could watch the sky at sunrise
And see the clouds turn shades I never
knew could make me want to cry
That's what You do in my life
Never mind moderation
You exceed my expectations

I have never loved You more
'Cause You have never loved me less
Than the day before, or the day before
I have never loved You more

Have you ever tried to count the stars way up past Mars?
It will blow your mind
Don't even try to think about infinity
But that's how You love me

Much more than I can contain
A balloon once tethered to the ground,
But could not stick around to stay
Free to fly away
Never mind moderation
You exceed my expectations

I have never loved You more
'Cause You have never loved me less
Than the day before, or the day before
I have never loved You more

I have never dared to dream
Beyond what I've already seen
The day before, or the day before
I have never loved You more

Exceedingly, abundantly more

me...right now

I am finally done with school for spring! yay! I liked the class a lot, not sure how well I did in it though. Now onto serving bold in a challenging job...i think i can, i think i can. Only with Him empowering me. :)

All I know...

I don't know how the stars hang
Or how there's night and then there's day
I dont know how you spoke into the black
And made it all obey

All I know is the bleeding in my heart
And the healing in your touch
All I know is that you gave everything
So let that be enough
'Cause it's all I know

I dont know how your love works
How you cover me in grace
I dont know how you swallow all I am
When I can't stand my taste

All I know is the bleeding in my heart
And the healing in your touch
All I know is that you gave everything
So let that be enough
'Cause it's all I know

I can't explain your mystery
But I know the answer

All I know is the bleeding in my heart
And the healing in your touch
All I know is that you gave everything
So let that be enough
'Cause it's all I know

Because I'm bored...

Went to work out and there are girls in the room so I'm waiting it out...why not use this, right?



-Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
always

- A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Well...can I pick neither? I like dresses, but not so much short...and not usually poofy.

- What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Be very...very surprised.

- Group dates or single dates?
Depends on the situation...

- Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
than he does toward me...or what? I don't really want him flirting with his friends...haha.

- Are diamonds a girl's best friend?
no no...but they aren't an enemy ;)

- Is your hair up or down?
up right now...I like it down better though

- Do you straighten your hair?
Some days

- Whats your favorite girly magazine?
ummm...Glamour I guess

- Do you get your nails done?
nope

- Small or large purse?
medium...but I don't always carry one

- Jeans or skirts?
skirts for sure...they're more comfortable

- Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
at times...if it's that cute

- Do you text message a lot?
occasionally, not a lot

- What would you do if you got pregnant?
Now...declare it a miracle. Later in life...tell my husband and go out to celebrate!

- Whats your favorite color?
greens

- Heels or Flats?
flip flops all the way

- Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yep.

- Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Yeah, I do a lot.

- Walmart or Target?
Target

- Do you wear collared shirts?
Sometimes

- Do you like preppy boys?
sure

- Are you spoiled?
I prefer well taken care of :)

- Do you think lip gloss is the best?
love it

- Do you own any big sunglasses
yep yep

- How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
depends...I've been known to brush teeth, shower, do hair, dress, and make up in 25 minutes if I really rush it. I generally couldn't even try to take over an hour though.

- Do you like to wear band aids?
what an odd question...i guess, if I'm cut...

- Do you like skater boys?
sure...I really don't "dislike" any clique of people...

- Do you often wish there was something you could change?
of course

- Gold or silver?
Silver

- Do you like to receive flowers?
yep yep

- Do you like surfer boys?
sure

- Do you dress up for the holidays?
a little

- Do you like to wear dresses?
yep

- On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
depends I'll go with 5

- In the past 24 hours have you hung out with a guy?
yes

- Do you wear lipstick?
nope

- Do you like ghetto boys?
sure

- What are your top two favorite stores?
Target/NY and Co.

- Which perfume do you wear the most?
Midnight Pomegranate

- Do you like to hold hands?
Yeppers

- What is the youngest aged person you would date?
20

- What is the oldest you would date?
29

- Do you like glitter?
show choir kinda ruined me of it...

- What is the best possible physical feature in a boy?
considerably taller than me

- Do you like eye contact?
hmmm, sometimes makes me uncomfortable

- Tropical drinks, or Starbucks?
Starbucks

- Did you ever picture your wedding dress and wedding?
I'm a girl, right? I wouldn't say I have colors picked out or anything, but we've
all thought about it.

Appearance
[] I have hazel eyes
[x] I have more than 3 scars.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x ] I work out
[] I wear contacts.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles/ beauty marks

••Family//Home Life••
[] I've sworn in front of my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] Biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

••Embarrassment••
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

••Health••
[] I've gotten stitches/staples
[] broken a bone.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I've had surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

••Traveling••
[x] I've driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan (I want to SOOO badly though!)
[ ] I've been to Mardi Gras.
[x] I've been to the Caribbean. (going back again!)
[] I've been to Hawaii (Flew over it to go to NZ...I feel like that should count)

••Experiences••
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[xxxxx] I've been in a car crash haha
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play
[x] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

••Relationships••
[x] I like somebody
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I've been cheated on.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

••Sexuality••
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[xx] I am a cuddler. :)
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger



...if you just read all that...I'm shocked